First and foremost: a well-paying, secure, full-time job in Social Services w/ health benefits that has an element of variety day-to-day as well as movement (i.e. not just sitting at a computer).
I will work hard and stay committed.
Secondly: A warm, well-lit, private, affordable place to live. It need not be large, but it Must have a bathtub, consistent heating, and security, i.e. people can't knock on my windows or gain access to my unit door from outside.
So with basic needs of Employment and Shelter out of the way, the remainder of this post is me attempting to admit things that I want without feeling guilty or that I "don't really need it." I want to get in touch with, and comfortable with, the things that I desire and Asking for them with a positive feeling. I deserve to have things I LOVE and get things that I Desire!
1. 20" tape-in black hair extensions
2. Tattoo removal at Vanish Clinic
3. Pale cowhide rug, preferably gray and white speckled
from: Cowhidescanada.com
from: Rug Addiction on Amazon
Aren't they so gorgeous?!
Imagine them on a pale wood floor or a whitewashed floor?
I used to have a black cowhide rug that looked great w/ a black leather sofa and chrome accents.
4. Dyed Sheepskins
Great to use at little rugs in front of a mirror, on benches, or on the arms or backs of chairs
Lilac by Lambland Store on Amazon
5. Spotty Area rugs
Wade Logan "Harrisonburg Shag" rugs on Wayfair in many colours
Aren't these freakin adorable?!! The above one reminds me of cake.
Only $214 CAD for a 6'7"x9'
TIP: Never buy a rug for a normal-sized room that is smaller than this!
The rug should look almost flush to the walls.
6. A "casual" Canopy Bed
Pottery Barn Teen - Costa Canopy Bed
Crafted from solid spruce wood, spruce veneers and MDF.
Linen Canopy bed curtains by LinenHueStudio on Etsy
7. A muted-tone Chandelier
*Whoever is designing for her home decor company has Exactly my taste*
Or a wooden on for in a walk-in closet or maybe in a cozy dinette:
Bed Bath and Beyond. - White Antique Wood Chandelier
$197.99 USD
8. A Light Therapy kit
NuDerma Clinical Skin Therapy Wand - Portable Skin Therapy Machine + the neck band one
"energizing and oxygenating skin at the cellular level. Balances the skin ensure a smoother-looking complexion up to 90% faster. You’ll see a difference after just a single session."
9. All of the supplements I need to detoxify from the vaccine for 6 months-a year:
Natto, a soybean product fermented by B. subtilis (natto) and rich in NK, has been served as a traditional food in Asia for hundreds of years.
"Various animal and human trials have demonstrated that NK improves blood circulation and helps decrease the risk of a variety of cardiovascular diseases without producing any adverse side effects" - FDA
- Yellow dock
- Hawthorne berries
- Raspberry leaves
- Gingko
- Evening Primrose oil
10. A Powder Blue sofa
*I love the dining chairs in this series as well, shown below. So tired of uncomfortable dining chairs in my life!*
In lighter shade below
11. Fur Bikini
ZOSCGJMY Women's Faux Fur Halter String Triangle Bikini on Amazon
12. Beautiful and cute Lighter Sleeves
This item is handmade.
Material: 100% stainless steel
$102.00 CAD
Confused by the similarity to the ones above...Maybe it is a pattern that comes with a 3D printer mould?
Brass and Mother of Pearl
handmade in Los Angeles.
$675 USD
13. YSL - i wanna do bad things with you
totebag CAD$ 120
14. Plush Bag Charms
Urban Outfitters - Bunny Plushie Keychain
FINIE!
